what the hell was i thinking??
I know I've made like three posts about fear but my god is it really prevalent right now! I woke up this morning with immediate regret. The thoughts slammed into my head the minute I opened my eyes.
What was I thinking?
No one's going to subscribe to this.
Literally no one cares.
You're never going to make money, now.
Jesus Christ. Shut up brain. I know it's my fear trying to protect me because, this is new. Making the decision to fully get off of social media + start from biblical times. Sheesh! I've never done anything like this before. I'm putting all my faith into this, + I have no idea what's going to happen.
Maybe I'll give up on The Daily-ish Eb. Maybe I'll end back on social media. Maybe I'll make $0 + have to give up on my dream to be a writer/healer/herbalist/coach. My god, I want to do so many things.
Or maybe it'll be so successful, I won't even know what to do. Maybe it'll be everything I've dreamed of.
So many maybes. But, I guess that's life.
I'm here to be different. I'm here to take my own route to success. I've never subscribed to the traditional way of living + making a living. I've now got the chance to do something COMPLETELY different, the way I want to.
I can't give up. So I guess I'll continue on, even though I'm absolutely terrified.
UGHHHHEIDHCUBTKSOWHG!
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